almost a year I've been lived in a situation where I was down at
heart and down to earth. depression killed me. until one day I met kak
zura by co-incidence. and she told me what I might become if I keep
drowning myself in depression. I might be crazy if I continue behaving
like that. yes, I know it's not impossible because I admit I was too
depressed and I lost hope.
after having some talk with kak zura, I changed. trying to embrace the pain given. and I can feel that I'm happy. I no longer lived in depression and start making peace with Allah. redha is not a mere utter, I learn a lot.
today, I feel so grateful for Allah gives me this kind of way. last
year was harsh. and I can't even enjoy my classes. I even submitted
"assignment sampah" to ustazah azlina and I'll never forget her words
until this second.
I see kipsas in different view right now. living in my own world. no need to interfere others matters (tapi kadang-kadang rasa mustahil untuk tak masuk campur sebab dah terbiasa haha). but most important, I can enjoy my second round fifth semester. I can enjoy my asalib, tahlil nusus, fiqh lughah, gerakan islah dan tajdid, dunia islam zaman moden, fan al-ilqa, academic writing, metodologi penyelidikan and even halaqah usrah.
alhamdulillah for this second chance, Ya Allah. not everyone can get it. so, I'm really a fool if I don't grab this opportunity and if I keep feeling unfortunate than the others.
I'm glad and so grateful for what I'm having now. alhamdulillah.
I see kipsas in different view right now. living in my own world. no need to interfere others matters (tapi kadang-kadang rasa mustahil untuk tak masuk campur sebab dah terbiasa haha). but most important, I can enjoy my second round fifth semester. I can enjoy my asalib, tahlil nusus, fiqh lughah, gerakan islah dan tajdid, dunia islam zaman moden, fan al-ilqa, academic writing, metodologi penyelidikan and even halaqah usrah.
alhamdulillah for this second chance, Ya Allah. not everyone can get it. so, I'm really a fool if I don't grab this opportunity and if I keep feeling unfortunate than the others.
I'm glad and so grateful for what I'm having now. alhamdulillah.
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